Blog challenge day 13

"Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it"

I've spent way too much time on trying to lose weight. I've been really sick. I've been treated for it 3 different places and believe it or not, I used to be thin. It was never enough back then. But eventually I had enough. I got better. I stopped caring. I still thought about it for years after. Now I've just accepted the way I look, cause I know that even though I have enormous thighs, a huge ass and a badass muffin-top, I'm still sexy as hell. I realize that now, but I didn't back then. Back then I was striving for perfection, but now I've realized that nothing is perfect, that perfect is a stupid concept, and an illusion.

I wouldn't have learned to accept my body without the influence my former partners had. The compliments of a boyfriend means everything, and boosts the self esteem, and my boyfriends have been good at complimenting my body. Eventually my views on body image changed big time, and I realized that I think curves are beautiful. I love women with hips, thighs that touch and wiggle when they walk and an ass that's big enough to smack hard without knocking the bitch over! That is hot. Why go out and shake it, if it ain't shaking?

And a guys body doesn't have to be covered in visible muscles, huge guns and an eightpack. I like slim guys better, because I think the slim triangle shape with a tiny ass and wide shoulders is beautiful. A beautiful backside, that you just wanna jump and bite till you leave marks. Damn that shit is sexy as hell. 

So yeah, basically.. I like my body. I know I'm sexy. I'm curvy and I like it, and I'm not alone in that opinion. 

Blog challenge day 8

"What you ate today"

Today I was a fatass :-) I've had pasta with cream and cheese sauce, spinach, mushrooms and asparagus. Then I had 2 pancakes and some chrisps, and now I'm just getting drunk, cause I'm taking my lady out tonight. We're going to Club Christopher. Cya tomorrow for something a little more interesting :b

Love

List of things I love:

• Kristina
• Mette
• Nathalie
• my sisters
• Lucifer
• my parents
• cigarettes
• booze
• twitter
• tumblr
• apple products
• music
• drawing
• candles
• linkin park
• volbeat
• sunshine
• strawberries
• milk
• coffee
• nailpolish
• concerts
• shopping
• baresso
• make up
• stilettos
• duvets and pillows
• sleeping
• prescription drugs
• noodles
• texting
• sex
• flirting
• getting wasted
• laughing really hard
• talking on the phone for hours
• summer
• dogs
• cats
• all animals
• leather jackets
• falling asleep to music
• staying up late
• watching movies
• large sweatshirts and hoodies
• when somebody says they love me
• travelling
• cuddling
• having coffee with my parents
• singing with Kristina and Mette in my car
• mine and Mette's freakshow
• watching Kristina sleep
• my old classmates
• dancing
• lady gaga
• crying
• IKEA
• pulling my own hair
• being hugged from behind
• holding hands
• being in love when it is returned the same
• breaking stuff with a bat
• kissing
• editing photographs
• my bed
• my car
• bags
• being there for people
• blonde baby boys with blue eyes
• having a beer and a cigarette
• giving people gifts
• surprising others
• writing poems
• singing
• screaming
• Freaking out on people
• photographing
• walking in the city in the middle of the night
• crisps
• chocolate
• rain
• festivals
• dancing and lip-syncing in front of the mirror
• complimenting people
• when people ask me to dance
• when my girlfriends actually wants to dance with me at parties or at clubs
• putting on nail polish with Mette and Kristina
• getting drunk with my wife - 2 man party on the floor
• nathalie's long island ice teas
• reuniting with people I haven't seen for a long time
• tattoos
• coloring hair with my wife
• piercings
• piercing my friends
• buying stuff on the internet
• singing along to loud music
• videos where people fall or get hurt
• cleaning
• going on dates
• telling people how much I love them
• the relationship I have with my bigsister

Letter Challenge Day 16

Someone that’s not in your state/country


Dear Manca


How is everything in Slovenia? How is it going with that boy who completely fucked you over but turned out to be quite okay?
Congratulations on your weight loss! It's so amazing how you lost 10 lbs in just a few weeks! You truly know how to do it, I gotta admit that I'm jealous. 
Hope you're doing great, and to get a respond fast. 


xoxo love
Kiri Rehmeier

Letter Challenge Day 8

A letter to your favorite internet friend

Dear Lulle

I've known you for years, but never actually met you. You live in the opposite end of the country, but since I was in Copenhagen a few weeks ago, and didn't meet you while I was there - I regret that! I want to meet you so much really. I think you're an awesome person, and though we've never met, we know each other. We've read each others diaries for years now. I used to write every day, but now I never write anymore. I don't feel like it helps me anymore. But I still read yours and the others.
I often think of you and the others in the group. A lot of people, actually most the people who reads my blog, doesn't know from where we know each other, so I'm gonna explain.
About five years ago I joined a group on Arto for girls suffering from an eating disorder. From that group I now have many good friends. Most of us has come really really far, and some are even well today. This letter is for one of the girls from the group, but somehow you might say it's for everyone in the group. Anyone who ever commented on my diary. In this group we each had a diary in which we could write whatever we wanted. If I read the first couple of pages in my diary, I can clearly see that it's been years since I wrote it. Back then we wrote about food, disordered thoughts, weight and how much we hated our bodies. Now it's more of a real diary, where we write about life and our problems. I haven't really written in mine the last year.. I don't really feel like I need it anymore I guess..?

But EDs .. I love you. All of you. You've helped me so much. I don't know where I would have been if I hadn't had you to lean on at tough times. Some would have though the group was bad for us, but I really know we did the right thing. Most of us recovered a lot from what we was back then. You are so cool guys. The toughest girls I know. This letter is for you. Thank you so much - for everything.

Yours forever faithfully
Kiri Rehmeier

Blog challenge day 9

Det sidste jeg spiste og drak..

Det sidste jeg spiste var en chokofant, og det sidste jeg drak fra noget Fanta Zero

^ Lyder rimelig klamt. Og det plejer egentlig ikke at være den slags. Er ikke engang særlig vild med chokofanter, og jeg drikker næsten aldrig sodavand, fordi jeg køber kaffe i stedet.. Haha xD

5/5 10

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I dag var jeg til læge. Jeg gik derfra med tusind recepter. Jeg er også blevet sat op i dosis af mine antidepressiver. Jeg skal nu tage det dobbelte. Det er lidt mærkeligt. Håber ikke det kommet til at påvirke mig negativt.

Jeg spiser for lidt for tiden. Jeg glemmer simpelthen at spise, og jeg har ikke råd til mad i skolen :s Og så når jeg kommer hjem, så glemmer jeg det. Jeg har tabt mig, hvilket jeg er meget træt af. -.-'

baaah