a song for Nikolaj.

Rascal Flatts - I feel bad

I should be out in that driveway stopping you

Tears should be rolling down my cheek

And I don't know why I'm not falling apart

Like I usually do

And how the thought of losing you's not killing me

I feel bad

That I can stand here strong

Cold as stone, Seems so wrong

I can't explain it

Maybe it's just

I've cried so much

I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it

I feel bad that I don't feel bad

I can let myself be angry over wasted time

And sad about just throwing love away

Yeah I almost wish my heart was breaking

But I cant lie

All I want to do is turn the page

I feel Bad

That I can stand here strong

Cold as stone, Seems so wrong

I can't explain it

Maybe it's just

I've cried so much

I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it

I feel bad

That I don't feel bitter, alone

I just feel its time, its time to move on

I just gotta move on and on and on and on

Yeah

Baby it's just I've cried so much

I'm tired and I'm numb baby I hate it

I feel bad that I don't feel bad

No, I don't feel bad